Thanks again for EVERYTHING you've done with Quantum Lightweaving. I feel completely different after the retreat. I don't feel so shy around people any more. And I don't worry about being an annoyance to them so much any more.

- 16 Year old student 09

Kenji,

Thank you so much for your dedication in this work and teaching people to do this. Thank you for continuing to help me. I am so thankful for this path I’m on. This weekend changed me so well ……..kindly, gently. I have already done 3 sessions! People want to learn/experience this new (ancient) Quantum Way. I loved “Quantum Camp”.

– Student 09

From a Mini-Workshop:

I just got to say, not having experienced an "intro" before, that these past two nights have been extraordinary. Quirky, but extraordinary and amazing. What a ride!!!! And to think of all the stuff folks have "collapsed" in these past few days as a lead into the retreat.... wow.... I am in awe.

-Student 09

From an Intensive:

A wonderful, transcendent experience of love and beauty.

Student 09

No words to describe the incredible experience.

Student 09

It was a beautiful, good learning experience. It was like a quantum holiday.

Student 09

We had so much true feedback ……….I would like to confirm and validate that they were all genuine.

Student 09

This is beyond conventional healing; this is beyond even energy healing!
Who knew? From the unassuming Kenji Kumara a tone is set and together with his talented assistants a graceful state is held and a sacred space created to allow for quantum transformation of evolutionary scope.
Thank you Kenji and assistants for a weekend full of love and blessings from on high... a truly beautiful and unexpected experience.
Personally I feel that I shall be integrating for some time and that I am forever changed.
I do not doubt the global impact that our "little" group has had.
The white rose (From the SHES Ordination) that I brought home is in full bloom and still thriving in its glass of water; sending out a new shoot. I've counted 7 leaflets so far -
Analogous to the palpable feelings of new life within me that has not faded but is with me still and growing... With Love and Gratitude,

Student 09

Dear Kenji, I wanted to thank you so much for giving me the greatest opportunity this weekend. You and your amazing team have changed my life. I can't even begin to explain to you how much this weekend has meant to me. You have shown me the true beauty of the essence of life. All my life I knew I was meant to help people, now I know how. My entire universe has changed and I am so excited to see what is going to come of it. I wanted to share with you one of the moments that I had while in the intensive. During the last dance I sat on the side and started to meditate. What I saw during that was so beautiful. Everyone's bodies were harmoniously dancing to the essence of music while everyone's soul was intertwined into one divine energy. At that point in time I know that what we created in that room will live on for an eternity. The true beauty of life is what lies in you. All my love goes out to you, Brian, Papaya and Kathleen Till we meet again,

Student 09

Kenji,

It is truly an honor to work with you and be a part of the Earth Transforming Team. I sincerely appreciate your work and have the highest respect for you and who you are. Your teaching style teaches me so... much, how to be with... at every moment. My Life has been transformed and brought onto its path because of you and your wonderful work. You are the most wonderful teacher I have ever met on this Earth and I am so grateful.

Student 09

Student 09

Dear Kenji, Brian, Kathleen & Maya - the loving Angels,

Truly I have no words to express my gratitude. To be honest, words feel utterly inadequate. Let it be a communication of my gratitude from my silence to your silence - I know you would get it. All four of you "held the space of Love, Beauty and Grace" so profoundly during these beautiful days, that just by thinking of it, tears start rolling down. I am truly grateful for this taste of nectar - "the altered state", which eastern masters have called "Satyam-Shivam-Sundaram" in Sanskrit - which literally translates into "Truth-Pure Consciousness-Beauty" or in other words - all these three are synonyms, "truth" is "pure consciousness" which is nothing but "beauty". But one understands and lives it, only after experiencing it.

Student 09

From student practices:

WOW!!!!!!! That was so cool last night. Thanks for sending the energy. You are the best!!!! I had such a great night last night. I collapsed my aunt and Mark a couple of times then a few friends came over and I did one each on them. Then I did a big one on everyone at the same time and they all went down. I even collapsed myself it was really cool. I feel amazing today. Had a fabulous sleep and am super energized.

Student 09

Good morning Kenji. I haven't had a second to follow up with my doctor. He has been really down and just lost over the last few months and now people are saying how peppy he is and much more focused. My Boss keeps telling me how he wants to give you the biggest hug because you have changed my life and he can see a big difference. I even stopped going to therapy.

Student 09

Hello my friend. I, too, have spontaneously discovered, unintentionally, a different mode of collapse. I have found men collapsing within my embrace, who would not otherwise have been open to a collapse or in an environment where a traditional collapse would not have been appropriate. I then simply continued to hold them until their experience completed itself, which seems to be about 20 minutes, as I feel wave after wave moving through their bodies.

Student 08

I think I am blessed to be a part of the quantum light weaving session. I enjoyed every moment. I experienced and learnt many things. It inspired me to take the Intensive. Thanks.

Student 09

From an Intro:

Dear Kenji, Wow I clicked on the link below and was blasted with a powerful energy. Thanks!! I had the blessing of attending an evening with you in Santa Fe last June. It was a powerful transformation. Every cell in my body vibrating all night. Shifting, changing. It was beautiful. I feel blessed to have wandered in to the space that evening. Many blessings to you and the service you offer to the planet. Love and peace,

Attendee 08

About the Series One CD Set:

Beautiful Kenji!!!! And I am so-o-o enjoying the meditation CDs!!! Thank YOU! Your Quantum Lightweaving Intro is wonderful! I will be sharing it with others, what a great way to show everyone what this healing is of… Thank you Thank YOU! Love and Hugs,

Friend

Blessings of NOW Embodied…

Come experience the miraculous state of Grace that is inherent in the Quantum Field. Quantum Lightweaving is deep, immediate, simple, loving and direct access to the state known as Darshan. Deepen your point of reference immediately and feel freedom and resolution. Anchor your life in a grounded and reverent way. This is relief.

Experience the Joyful and loving field of deeply immersing yourself in the Quantum Field. Whatever your present life experience may be – You will find yourself deepened into the sacred healing resonance that is your birth rite…

Receive and immerse yourself in the state of Grace and freedom transmitted through the work. Feel the relief of any historical story or symptom as the Light Field permeates and changes your reference of wholeness. This is beyond the space/time continuum and relative to the resonance of Miracles for all. Come open your heart to be met in the deepest way possible.

Embody the freedom and Grace that inherently brings all the healing, love, resolution, and joy you have ever wanted to experience. Are you finished with years of processing the same historical events? Quantum Lightweaving catapults you into a deeper and freer existence where the present presides and the past is resolved. Experience your prayers heard and answered. The Soul embodied is the new landscape that has been foretold.

Kenji offers training programs, personals and Satsangs which immerses you in the potency of the Quantum world. Hands-on magnetic (New Light Kinetics) and laying-of-of-hands (the new Master Healing Ray from the Angelic Realm) are explored and initiation deeper into sacred states is embodied. Intensives are offered where there are no limits as to how deep you go. You may embody, transmute, deepen and heal within the group field in a Quantum leap immediately and enter the land of Miracles. Quantum is the new normal. Kenji embodies the field of many possibilities and you hold the key as to how quickly you want to go. Are you ready? Grace meets you in the exact moment you say YES…

- a Student of the work, 2008

Testimonials from one Intensive:
(/ indicates the number of Students who said the same thing)

~I have not met a teacher like Kenji. I feel pure love.
~It went beyond my expectations. ///////////////////////////////////
~This experience was totally off planetary charts. Walked in one person and left blissful, free and open to all that is.
 ~Beyond words. /////
 ~An unspeakable gift.
 ~Unbelievable results. //
 ~I am a new person, much closer to my heart. Thank you for helping me to open it.
 ~I feel like a new person. I have found the modality that has been missing in my practice.
 ~I feel I've done years of work in 3 days. A feeling of beginning to come home.
 ~I have come back home. Found my time reality. I will share the light with others.
 ~I think this is the best thing I've ever done for myself.
 ~I have already recommended it to others because it reaches to the root of all symptoms.
 ~Moved my creativity forward in a big way.
 ~Experience was profound and overwhelming. Was able to release blocks that held me back from giving and receiving love.
 ~Changed from focusing on what I wanted to let go of to focusing on what I want to bring in.
 ~Liked Kenji's teaching style and format which is:
 
      *permissive, inviting
      *wonderful ////
      *fantastic
      *transformative
      *loving ////////
      *caring
      *supportive and safe //
      *authentic /
      *spontaneous ///
      *humble
      *accessible
      *intuitive
      *teaches what we need
      *total plugged in, listening to us to bring us everything
      * kind, deep, instant transformation
      *total ease and fluidity ///
      *softness and flexibility
      *spiritual generosity
      *peaceful ////
      *just being

      *open ////
      *casual
      *free, expressive, harmonious /
      *lightness
      *non linearity, brilliance,

      *surprising //
      *ability to create safety, openness to whatever wants to happen
      * K. presence /
      *grace and charm
      *rare facilitator, graced with love
      *laughter, humor, joy and fun //////
      *welcoming & nurturing & beautiful
      *his grace and compassion with merging the info in line with the class make up and personalities
      *the warmth and love of the group
      *enjoyable and relaxed /
      *wonderful healer

~It was great when Kenji walked around and collapsed everyone and talked about it.

 ~Assistants made the class feel safe and kept things grounded while Kenji was working on higher levels.

A great deal of "shift" continues to occur for me. Our home has been transformed, internally. It is shifting into the sanctuary that I have wanted it to be!
I have also been very busy throughout the night times working in Quantum space with so many people , some whom I recognize from my past in this life time, and many that I do not know, but do know as we are working together?? In Quantum, weird is normal! And, I feel so much love welling up inside of me for each of these people that I have been working on at that level, which remains, and I get to carry it within me throughout the day!  

Student 08

Well amazing shifts have happened in they way I approach things. I am not concerned, or in a fear/worry state, anymore. I am more trusting of the unknown. I am full of joy all the time. I dream of divine mother often, i.e. the ordination. I feel blissed out when I close my eyes and connect. I am trying to not experience the quantum as an either or state, but rather all the time. I have a choice to collapse things in that moment and do often.
Our pod meetings are so nice for me to connect and have a group that is in that state with me. Things that I have collapsed still arise by surprise, but I am more loving towards myself and accepting. Things are also moving at a fast pace. The intensive and the ordination seem to have just excelled things to the point of no turning back. I have made a choice and now it is moving at quantum speed. Amazed at the pace of light once we allow it to enter.
Anyways, love and blessings to you both. Thank you for all that you do. 

Student 08

Dear Kenji,

I wanted to thank you for the work you do and for sharing it so wonderfully.
It is such a gift to get the teachings from you and to be able to continue the work by our own. Many teachers need to still be the center of attention and need a dependency of their Students, but I appreciated that you stepped back at the training and empowered everybody from the get go.
Thank you so much for this work - what a gift!!!

Much love and may you be able to spread this all over the world, so that everyone can benefit from you
In deep appreciation, 

Student 08

Kenji,

All I can truly say is yes, and thank you!

I may have even resigned from "translator"!!!!!!!!!

There is so much to thank you for,

I am hoping you can feel the freedom that must come to you with each soul that you free to be! each facet of yourself that you liberate gives you more love and blessings. more space.

more "AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH".

I feel even free to discover the non-thinking mind, without losing my way! and, of course, the "weaving" together of the physical and the metaphysical, the light particulate and the light wavelet, the perfect partnership. the light doubly fantastic,

   thank you

Hi Kenji,
So this is the sum of my experience, now. Blessings!

My journey began about four years ago, when I discovered I was whole, complete and an infinite being. From that moment on, I have been on a quest, to unravel the meaning of my existence. The meaning dissolved long ago and turned into a feeling, a feeling of being, a feeling for living, a feeling of me. This quest led me on some of the most exciting moments of creation, where synchronicities suddenly born, created mind exploding awareness. To be here now, is the key. The key to the present opens pathways to the past and simultaneously births the future. I stand at this juncture in time, dabbling into the infinite potentiality of the moment, choosing my reality, creating my world.

To live in complete trust is to surrender to the field. The quantum field of creation is a sea of potential, ripe and ready to move into form. The slightest intent of direction creates solid, tangible fragments. Who am I if I am not struggling? Who am I if I am not broke?
To surrender completely is equivalent to dying, and when the little self dies to the infinity of grace, creation creates itself. I have been led of one journey after the next, all with no warning, explanation or reasoning. Following intuitive guidance, I have been positioned at the right moment in time and space to witness and co-create astounding events. But my faith has been tested, with thoughts of fear and lack. Often, I would be guided to be at certain places and events, but my fears of not having enough money or time to support needs would stop me from following this divine guidance. Attending Kenji's workshop was one of the times I did listen, and the reconfirmation was valid once again. Trust and you shall be given all that is born within and without you.

So the message I would like to pass on in all gratitude and joy is:
"Let go, surrender to the mystery, allow your higher selves to do the talking, walking and playing here on the earth plane. The ride will be sweet, full of passion and intrigue. Everything you have ever desired, big and small, will come into being, effortlessly. For your deepest desires are shared by the Oneness, and the pathways to fulfillment have already been laid, in fantastic, glorious ways. Let the quantum field take care of you; let it give you the gifts you deserve and the comfort you need. Let it be easy, let it be fun, and most importantly, just let it be."  

Student 08

Dear Kenji,

I wanted to thank you for the work you do and for sharing it so wonderfully.
It is such a gift to get the teachings from you and to be able to continue the work by our own. Many teachers need to still be the center of attention and need a dependency of their Students, but I appreciated that you stepped back at the training and empowered everybody from the get go.
And now we are meeting with our pod- groups and are able to work with the Quantum Lightweaving Energy. It is so precious to have that ability - it helps so much in this busy life to literally get a break and to keep growing.

Thank you so much for this work - what a gift!!!

Much love and may you be able to spread this all over the world, so that everyone can benefit from you

In deep appreciation. 

Student 08

 The intensive was so amazing  .  Thank you so much for bringing such incredible energy of Love &  Peace to me. I  still continue to feel a calm & deeper connection to Source/Self and the Council of 14. 

Student 08

"I realize the Quantum has permeated my life, and I haven't even told you how much it means to me. I just want to say that Lightweaving is extraordinary! It's like falling in love with the Universe.
It is a true gift to me. I feel held by divine love and able to hold others too. I collapse spontaneously now. I used to have to watch your video, but now it just happens to me."

Intensive Student, 2008

My dear friends, QL Intensive and Satsangs attendees,

Two weeks have past so fast...
Are you ready to look in a mirror and really see THE NEW YOU?
If the reflection is too bright, sunglasses are recommended. :)
If your heart is overflowing with too much love, please contact your physician or call 911.
Remember - you signed the papers, so Kenji is not responsible for any floods. :)
If you have million questions about QL or what's happening with you and the planet, and have experienced DRASTIC changes, please be my guest. Here is the hotline straight to the Masters, Archangels, Council of 14 and The Prime Source : kenjikumara@yahoo.com

 If you have any SIMPLE questions or would like to share SMALL changes since the June Intensive, I am open to listen as well : lapsitis@aol.com :)

More and more incredible things are happening to me. Don't know how to express them in words, if there are any words for that. I am a bit overwhelmed. With all the magnificent gifts I've been presented lately. Invisible and visible - so loving and caring. Deeper friendships than I ever expected... So grateful...

Wow! Just received a really fast playback of the whole Intensive. Thanks to the Quantum Storage Unit!
I utilize that a lot. Do you?

Your highlights might be different, but these are mine:
Cautiousness becoming a TRUST
Hopelessness becoming the KNOWINGNESS that it's already here
Profoundly deep ATTUNEMENTS touching the core
RECEIVING empowerment for our own creativity
Playful DOLPHIN ENERGY bringing out our inner child
JOY bursting through our eyes and cheeks
Realizing that we are worthy to RECEIVE
Humble offerings turning into terrific MUSIC performances
DANCING Goddess putting us all in the trance
Magical HEALING RAYS filling us and the room with sweeeeeet translucent LOVE
SHARING Kenji's re-birth with the friends and BLUE GODDESS and having the most beautiful cake I've ever seen
EXPERIENCING the ceremony for Ascended Masters and Healers
REALIZING that I am here for a reason. To be a part of QL spreading around the world?
ENJOYING the long long, sweet sweet HUGS

Can't wait to hear from you all,

AAA (assistant Anda Apsitis)

Dear Kenji,

I wanted to thank you for the work you do and for sharing it so wonderfully.
It is such a gift to get the teachings from you and to be able to continue the work by our own. Many teachers need to still be the center of attention and need a dependency of their Students, but I appreciated that you stepped back at the training and empowered everybody from the get go.
And now we are meeting with our pod- groups and are able to work with the Quantum Lightweaving Energy. It is so precious to have that ability - it helps so much in this busy life to literally get a break and to keep growing.
Thank you so much for this work - what a gift!!!
Much love and may you be able to spread this all over the world, so that everyone can benefit from you  In deep appreciation. 

Student 08

14 (?) hours before the call waves of energy/consciousness started to move through me like aurora borealis for some hours, also some spinning loops like whirlwinds came through.  I was going to socialize, but couldn't even listen to the words people said, nor was I interested, just noticed a sadness and tiredness pulled me to go asleep. Couldn't think any thoughts any more. After debugging a substance, my Wavemaker stopped working, felt like I didn't need the Wavemaker anymore anyways, since the "healing" was on it's way in a bigger form...

At night dreams about things I do and don't want to do anymore, dreams I used to have that don't fit anymore, visions and ideas I hold in place that don't match anymore. They all got taken to a test. And in the morning I was clearer about what's not necessary.

During the call I collapsed when "angels surrounded" me (funny I opened my eyes to see, if there was enough room around me, so they can gather comfortably. ..) and deep "stuff" left me, felt as if it got torn out of me...in a save space. After, I felt lighter, more grounded, maybe like new born and fresh, more connected to the true "me" consciousness. And worries got taken off me. I noticed I forgot a lot of things also. Couldn't reach out to them anymore. During the day I couldn't talk much, nor think much, waves kept going through me and released muscles and tensions in varies places of the "body". I felt calmer, still do and like "reset", like I did the "recovery kit" on my computer resetting it to the beginning, plus a clearing of files. 

Teleclass participant 08

"Really really awesome! I just listened to the first 10 mins and just had to tell everyone in my group about it! I look forward to the meditations online also. Just fantastic!"

"GREAT interview Kenji!Thanks for the fabulous demo's anyone can use at any time to raise consciousness.Dr Horner is very impressive to integrate mainstream medicine with Quantum too."

"Listened to your pod-cast with Christine - EXCELLENT my Dear One...Laid down and received the transmission and Golden Light."

"I waited awhile before sharing my shifts from the last call with Kenji. I wanted to see if the shifts were placebo or actual. Well, they seem to be real and ever expanding. The shift was in the realm of self-expression. I find myself bursting with expression that flows effortlessly. This is showing up in all areas of my life. It is as if a film has been lifted, a subtle holding back is no longer there."

Teleclass Participant

"During the call I collapsed when "angels surrounded" me (funny I opened my eyes to see, if there was enough room around me, so they can gather comfortably...) and deep "stuff" left me, felt as if it got torn out of me...in a save space. After, I felt lighter, more grounded, maybe like new born and fresh, more connected to the true "me" consciousness. And worries got taken off me.
I noticed I forgot a lot of things also. Couldn't reach out to them anymore. During the day I couldn't talk much, nor think much, waves kept going through me and released muscles and tensions in varies places of the "body". I felt calmer, still do and like "reset", like I did the "recovery kit"
on my computer resetting it to the beginning, plus a clearing of files." 

Teleclass Participant

"Dear Kenji Kumara,
I was part of Wendy Downs teleconference the other day. I received a blessing when I listened to your session the first day and I was not on the live session ( so it was a day after your live
call). I listened again a few days later and and received a more powerful sense of the energy."

Teleclass Participant

"Thank you so much for your phenomenal work and the gathering of such gorgeous souls. I am so grateful for your trust. The work truly is! No reference point!" 

Student, client 08

"Dear Kenji,
Waves of thank you light filled coming your way... what an extraordinary & grace filled experience to receive the waves of Aliveness that continue to come through each day begun when you visited.... I have traveled with the councils of 12, 13, & 14 throughout my lifetime, their beautiful presence & guidance a deep gift.... such a beauty in the way that you are traveling with them & sharing their wisdom.... the deepest healing with you is a transition through this terror I've had to speak again, to reveal that I am supported & taught by these magnificent Beings... something is shifting, I am feeling clearer & stabilizing & compelled to share life's mystery from this perspective once again... can't really stop it!!!! Just get sick when I do.... & so the waves come & I play again... Appreciate your integrity, & courage yourself to keep entering & sharing from this wisdom place... Look forward to taking your workshop in June here in Santa Fe...

Wondering if you can help me draw up & out my own relationship to the Kumara race.... sense it is very deep for me.... see an experience of being within the Hathor culture also, but my lineage
feels Kumarian... Can you direct me to information about this part of our history, feels like a missing link that is wanting to be found & woven back into the whole...A sense of having known you in those times...will retrieve a lot through meditation with the council, & they guiding me to mention it to you...

Blessings of Light for you
Dancing in the waves with you
Sweet peace wishes on this spring luscious day..."   

Satsang attendee 08

"Hi Anda and Kenji,

Wow, still integrating a lot. But, a few changes already have included immediate telepathy with folks, e.g. I think of them, they call or I call and they have been thinking of me. Very surreal - and they are surprised (at work especially). And, lots of dreamwork playing out at night which translates into body changes, especially cranial shifts. A WONDERFUL weekend!

Many, many thanks and much love and light, Students 08

Greetings from Santa Fe.  I have sooooooooooooooo much to say ...........do want to say now that a couple of days after the workshop I had a dream about my "ancestors".  I felt especially my father, and they came to assist me in releasing the remainder of the grief after my oldest brother passed over suddenly last September.  He was only 64 & it was a shock to us all.  So the ancestors were cleared from my shoulders and came to assist with this.  It was as if I was receiving a wave from them.   

I intend to share more soon.  MUCH LOVE & BLESSINGS & QUANTUM MAGIC TO YOU (Anda) AND KENJI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   Love & Light, " 

Student 08

"Hi Kenji and Anda,

I feel very blessed to have been able to learn from both of you.  I think that all of my future work (and I’m just getting started) will be influenced by what we experienced at the workshop.  I feel as though I’ve been gifted with the ability to help catalyze and witness healing miracles.  The trick now is to practice enough that I can do it with complete assurance and in my own voice.  On a few occasions I’ve started to practice and then realized the enormity of what I’ve initiated and get a bit frightened that it won’t actually work. I’m usually able to return to a state of total trust after that happens, fortunately. I love this work, thank you so much!" 

Student 08

"Greetings from Seattle!
Kenji and I would love to know how are YOU doing after the magic Quantum weekend?
Still flying high? Enjoying new YOU?
(What is different? What helped you the most?)
Still dreaming about giant butterflies, faeries, fancy noodles, talking stuffed animals?
Still remembering how good it felt sharing your deepest secrets and fears during the break at the pond, in the park or ladies' room? How it felt to remember that we've been together before?
Still feeling somebody's warm hands and supportive hug when you needed it the most? (How did they know?)
Still being surprised about the life changing insights during attunements?
This was an incredible weekend for me as well. Thank you all for that!
The most beautiful part was when you worked on each other. Serenity and unconditional love in the room was indescribable. Translucent presence of Prime Source and angels... Pure magic. I'm still feeling it.
This time I was given a gift to feel and tell apart energies coming from different people. Amazing!
I've been having telepathic conversations with many of you this past week. Thank you for savings on my phone bill! :)
Please feel free to share your gifts after QL training with Kenji or the whole group.
I'm also all yours if you need a shoulder or an ear. lapsitis@aol.com
Lovingly, "

Anda (teaching assistant)

"Hi Kenji,

I have been meaning to write for some time now.  I was in your April training in Santa Fe.  I loved it!  I feel like I keep growing in quantum leaps and bounds.  Not only was it an incredible, experiential growth and learning experience but it was definitely the most fun I have ever had earning massage CEUs.  Thank you for being you!!

My neck and spine continue to unwind.  For the last couple of weeks every morning when I sit for my meditation I end up receiving this wonderful physic adjustment.  An energy begins to build inside of my neck, sometimes swirling side to side in a motion like an infinity sign at the base of the skull and then it will begin to drawn my head and neck into very long and contorted positions.  My neck muscles are all very relaxed while this is happening and it feels great...during and after.  These adjustments and openings are now starting to move deeper down the spine into the thoracic (heart) area.  I really don't even need to be meditating anymore for this to start happening, just open. Namaste,"  

Student 08

"Kenji,

First of all I wanted to thank you for the tremendous, incredible, workshop that you taught. It has opened me in many ways and continues to work on me.

Which brings me to my Student/teacher question.

I would like to share with you the experience I had on the morning and afternoon of the last day of the workshop.

You were leading a meditation and I can't remember anything you said, but I was doing my usual meditation of focusing on my breath, trying to be neutral of thoughts and then re-focus on the breath. I was also physically experiencing a strong headache in the front of my forehead. I had been feeling for the previous 18hrs. or so like I was resisting something, but didn't know what. I had also begun the meditation by asking you, to "break" my mind. Suddenly a thought came with force and said,

"why don't you just let your mind go wherever it wants and don't invalidate it. Realize everything you imagine is real"...

It was such an odd thought compared to the mish mash of crap that usually is in my mind.  So I said Ok and I let myself just go. I don't remember much, except I felt a sense of expansion that's hard to describe. Then the meditation ended and it was time for lunch. I felt a strong need to go outside.
When I got outside everything seemed really bright. At first I thought it was just because I was stepping into sunlight, but the brightness grew. I felt very, very calm, but not myself. I sat down and ate, thinking that would ground me. But as I sat their it became apparent that something unusual was going on. I was mesmerized by simple details. What a drop of water looked like, how complex a single bubble of water is. The lusciousness of a blade of grass. I was still very calm at this point but felt drawn to go to the stone circle. As I sat down near the circle and looked out over the land I felt as though I was in a deep meditative state, maybe deeper then I've ever been, yet present with everything, aware of everything. The sky, the trees, the grass, flashed like a camera flashed, bright light every few seconds flashed through my vision. I couldn't tell if it was a flashing or a pulsing. A pulse, like a heart beat, as though one heart beat pulsed through everything, everyone ,for all time. My calmness was still their, yet I was also aware of a strong feeling of energy rising in my body. The longer I sat their the stronger that energy became. I tried to calm myself, breathe, breathe....but the energy kept rising. I don't know why, or how to explain why I felt this way, but I felt that my mind was about to shatter and some part of me was TERRIFIED as to what was going to happen, who was going to be left. The energy kept rising and I couldn't feel any sense of grounding anymore, something was about to happen and the calmness had vanished, replaced by fear that I was about to exit in a way that I never could imagine. I was unable to sit with it any longer.
I know...I asked for that. And I knew on one level while this was all happening that this was exactly what I had asked for AND one part of me wanted it so badly! But another part of myself freaked out. I actually said "sorry to the universe" for stopping what I was experiencing, but I didn't feel ready for it. So i clamped down on the experience, I forced myself back into the physical, I actually experienced  pushing  myself down and back into the body. I got up and went back into the workshop and asked Deanna to ground me, bring me back. Now I see why spiritual words always seem so contradictory, explanations of these things are so hard to put into modern language. Who was the "myself" I was pushing back into the body.
I feel like I am so close to so many levels of understanding, understanding things in a new way, but just not quiet there. This is a yearning that I have had all my life.
I have to say I am scared. Not all the time, but when I let myself begin to believe these experiences I get scared. I know longer feel connected to the mainstream story of how life is and yet the story of who I am as spirit, or what I have come here to do, or what God wants me to do here has not unfolded and that's probably the two worlds I'm walking between.  much love, "  

Student 08

"Hi Kenji,

Hope you are doing really well. I am still experiencing some, what I would call integration from the workshop. Though I continue to experience a deeper, calmer state. And more of a satisfying state of being. if that makes any sense. I am very excited to continue this work.
Anyhow, I will be in contact with you again. I'm not exactly sure how to relate my experience to you, but I will try. I will say that it was PROFOUND, and it has changed me. I hope to be able to continue the work. With love" 

Student 08

"Greetings from The Ancient One

Hello Kenji
I must compliment you as I have just come from the abundant garden of the self that is your online presence. I enjoyed your site for its authenticity . You are a unique soul who is creative and inspiring.
Thank you for sharing the wholeness of your being. I honor who you are and celebrate what you have achieved. Viewing your pages was a joyful experience for yours is a life of meaning. I wish you sunshine of the soul that you may be warmed by sacred light as you journey to bliss and
happiness. May you actualize your fullest potential as you achieve positive change and may you make each day extraordinary as you embrace wholeness and facilitate the flow of love and joy into your life.

Yours In Transcending Thought,"

Michael Teal
The Ancient One
Poet , CyberShaman and Spiritual Consultant

"Where to begin?  so much to share.... overflowing with joy, gratitude, love.  speechless with wonder, and yet wanting to find words to share with you.
had to look at my calendar, to track all the miracles that have happened since that 1st dramatic sobbing breakthrough at the Rosemont, last Feb. 

1st of all, i was sick as a DAWG for the wk immediately following the collapse.  i was due to leave to cook for a retreat in mexico, but i knew that my healing and rebirth were going to be found in Mexico with the sun and sea!  so, insteada losing all my hair to chemo treatments, i ended up with cornrows, patiently and artfully braided by an older mexican woman, as i sat on the beach, receiving my radiation treatmt from the sun.
these are only the adventures since the !st quantum experience; now, on to the 14-day integration time from the most recent wkshp/training.

During that week between the Quantum training and the cancer retreat, it very gently, gradually dawned on me, that I HAD JUST RECEIVED EVERYTHING THAT I COULD EVER WISH FOR IN THE QUANTUM TRAINING !!!!!!  I am currently in such a space of wonder, gratitude, joy, and overflowing with love.... what more could a girl want???? 

abundance is springing out all over! and I am (finally) enjoying my own rebirth!
giant hugs to you, so glad that you, too, are here for the grand adventure!  grateful for your gentle, joyful being.  much love,      

Student 08

"Dearest One,

Most beloved of all our hearts….

Those of us who know you, and have known you through all time….

You who are the embodiment of That THATNESS, that MUST make itself known, and DOES make itself known to the world at large,

For you are preordained to do so as the particular, most appropriate messenger to carry forth the newest informational aspects of God's next intentional impulses." 

Friend and former Student

"In the area of personal relations, I feel a better connection to people I am interacting with. I am more spontaneous and interactive… I am better able to do the things I want to do and to engage in those tasks almost effortlessly". 

Workshop attendee, 2007

"She (name withheld) has been able to shift into her confidence and grace… You have so lovingly and artfully empowered her… "

Mother of 11 year old Student, 2007

"… Finally all the pieces of the puzzle are connected and vibrating. With an amusement I watch what my hands are doing and listen to what's coming out of my mouth. OhOhOhOh!!"

Kenji's teaching assistant, 2007

"I feel like the 'light' has been switched back on in me. I am more willing to participate in life… I feel that something that had gone missing has returned… the 'magic' is back! "  

Lecture attendee, 2007

"Really enjoyed the weekend….Feeling calm and more able to handle stress in my life. I also am able to meditate much more easily than before. Sign me up for the next round!"  

Training attendee, 2007

"Before the training I had listed some items of intent… I had many 'heart openings' and bliss… I felt renewed in my commitment to Spirit and desire to live in dharma… I am more open and deeply enjoying the beauty of life and yearning to embrace life in it's fullness." 

training attendee, 2007

"I am still feeling extra good and am noticing an increased level of psychic insight since your class. I think the technique is amazingly easy to do, and yet profound in it's results.

Thank you so much for teaching this wonderful modality."  

Training attendee, 2007

"The biggest shift I have received from working with Kenji has been about my ability to receive. I went on to open myself to love, and allow love to replace the sadness. This is something I have been struggling with my entire life. I feel that I can touch the stars now!" 

Training attendee, 2007

"I felt really good and at peace after the session. I love the feeling of universal love that is flowing through me. I felt like I had reversed many negative energies in past relationships and situations, never to go back. Happy and positive words came from me." Client, 2007

"My feelings and heightened state of awareness after the session have finally made me realize that this work is SO worth how difficult it has seemed to be to me. The steps I've made are amazing. Thank you for helping me realize what I need to do…"Class attendee, college Student, 2007

"I was taken on a journey through the earth, a journey of gentleness and spirit and forgiveness. I felt light energy throughout my body; in my brain and chakras with electrical power. When (Kenji) showed me the door to forgiveness, I touched it and it opened. I have gone to places I never thought could happen for me. I felt like I was taken on a spiral of love in my inner heart, in the planet and universe; the spiral where creation resides and where all of us touch and know each other. Kenji's knowledge, wisdom, path reading, kindness and strength will always be with me and I recommend him to everyone!"

Lecture attendee, Boeing Parapsychology Club, 2007